My Sweet Diary~~~

~Feel Lost~

2009-07-14T21:04:00.003+08:00

Recently i was so suay... Im happy becos i was confirm by the company, but those shpt that i handled cope up.. and my senior was so weak and have been mc for few days... Finally, one fine nite, one of my fren MARIO brought us to Loyang Temple for praying, to pray away all my suayness and pray for a better health.

BUT my best fren cum sister admit to hospital on Sunday as she feel that her heart is beating so fast and could feel that the heart hit the inner body.. omg... her admission to hospital was so sudden that there is no arrangement at all... Like her hubby got to book into the camp, her daughter got no one to look after... And i so worry abt her as she is my onli best fren tat i can throw all my secret to her... even though i may have alot of new darlings and new frenz, but no one can replace U in my heart, cos u are the one who been thru alot with me, when i having my up or downs....

You must not have anything happen, as i cant afford to lose u as my best fren and sister.... I still need u as my bestie aka best SISTER!!!!!!!!

~New post Aft 9 June~

2009-07-10T00:19:00.001+08:00

After My last blog, i stop for long period of time... and frens start bugging me when will be my next entry, i will try to blog everyday from now onwards, TRY AR!!!

haha... Nv been to clubbing ever since i realise my brain start to turn retard.. i cant do MULTITASKIN anymore, make me so sad... i gotta wrk every sat for mth of june and july... Cos i late for more than 5 times on the prev mth... i gotta buck up for that... i wanna change to a better self....

Finally, i got confirmation from my company, due to my positive attitute i think... but aft i got cfm, alot of shpt got probs.... all i have to write report on it... so sad... all this demoralize me... made me feel im so dumb can!!!!!!!!!!!

On the 25 June, i went to celebrate bday with Meiting.. Very long time nv go wrk wit make up liao... all colleagues thot i wanna go chiong again... when they donno i quit chiong liao le.. we went to k session in Ehub... and the bento dinner there quite not bad worrrrrr.......
Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY=)

Then ever since MArval start to work, we super long time nv meet up le, chat time also getting lesser... I still manage to meet Serene on SAt for lUnch.. =) And Caen is getting more frenly with me... so happy abt this.. as well as Tristan, he started to cal me YiYi liaooooooooooo.... FINALLY!!!!!!

EVer since i got abit health conscience, i also cut down on my drink... got drunk once, and nv go to wrk in the end... made me very guilty for nv report to wrk.. haiz...

We went to Big Eater again... i like their XO Fish HEad Bee Hoon.... But this tme the salted egg crab dsappoint me and Shiyin...
and the purpose of the dnner is to celebrate Andrew's Bday... And i hate to cut the choco cake.. cos there are hard chocolate at the bottom.... >_<

DAys in June...

2009-06-09T22:54:00.004+08:00

Starting of the june don looks good to me...
Well... on the fist sat of june, my whole family and my relative went out for picnic... cos my GuGu miss our camping days in east coast park.. my 3rd gu brought 4 fishing rods for fishing and i manage to start my fishing interest... who wanna bring me go fishing... but can don use cong cong(worms) pls..... cos they are so gross... eeeeeeeeeeeeeeEEEEEEEEEEEE........

and i manage to take a photo with didi....

But tat nite de WenZi hate me so much la... keep attack me onli.... make me cant slp lor... why why why... suan le...

this month de closing do super fast... i manage to finish at the first week of the mth le...

MY 22nd Birthday Celebrationnnn

2009-05-16T14:25:00.014+08:00

~~~~~~~~~~BIRTHDAY GER ON 13 MAY 2009~~~~~~~~~

This 2009 birthday celebration is the happiest bday i ever had....
This yr i took a day leave on my bday itself, as i meeting my God mummy and my bestie sista for Intl Buffet Lunch at Vienna in United Square!!! too bad, i din manage to take any photo there.. haha.. due to my 烂电话...
Because i was so excited the nite before my bday, i slpt ard 4-5am.. and end up waking up late =( then late for meetup with my bestie family.. so i have to take cab to chase the bus lalalala.... wahhahhaaa..... and i spent 6 bucks on it... duh..

Aft the lunch, we went back to Sy hse to nua.... wahahha... then while on my way to her hse, i call up D to help to reserve the red sofa table in dbl o for our LADIES NITE on my bday clubbing.... and he told me tat he already reserve a table in dbl o.. woohoo... i was like.. wow wow wow... i nv sit on the red sofa seats before la..
When i reach sy hse... i was nua-ing on the sofa then, they brought out the cake tat they bought for me... there is a key on the cake... i know i was not 21st but they are so nice tat they wanna fulfill my 遗憾 cos i din have any key cake last yr...aft the cake cutting ceremony, we eat and tok then i fall aslp after finish feeding bady caen... until 5 plus.. i feel damn hot and change my location to god mummy room... when i go in, sy is there lying, processing to slp.. but din get to slp cos we tok alot of our heart to heart tok..

This is the cake tat prepare by my bestie sista cum darling... CSY... tks so much!!!!

Tats baby Caen... the precious of all..

THis is my YIting DArlinggggggg, the Teacher who love to club, drink and drunk...

Tats Christopher (my fren for 5yrs la) & Xmen aka Simon (the nice guy who drive us ard) wahhaha...

Chris is so nice tat he brought me to the 大食家 at upper Changi Road, this is the restaurant tat i wanted to go since long long time but no one bring me go la.. whaha and so 巧 that he wanted to bring me and YT darling there to eat crabbieee... my fav la.. and we order the yummy 咸蛋螃蟹 and i forget to take pic again la... omg.. i will tend to forget to take photo when come to yummy food...

aft the Dinner Date, 亲爱的Simon drive us down to dbl o to meet the rest of the grp.. then he went out to meet his cliet... THANK YOU SO MUCH....

Then when all meetup outside dbl o, we proceed into the club and went to the table we reserve.. when the waiter bring us to the table, we were quite disappointed cos is near to the dancefloor, and is damn small la... in the end, Don get his fren to change table to the RED SOFA THAT I WANTED... wahahahaha..
And we start camwhoringggggg leeeeeee...

By the end of the clubbing session, we were too tired to eat the Bak Guk Teh... it been so long i visit the BGT coffeeshop le la... and i stay up till morning 7 plus then slp... due to a very weirdoooooo person cant slp la....

When i reach office on the next day afternoon, i saw a card and 2 presents place on my table.... i was so happyyyyyyyyyy.......... cos they were so niceeeeeeee... i love them so muchh...

These were the pressies tat given by my Soonest Colleaguess... i love them alot alotsa....

the beginning of May

2009-05-05T23:44:00.004+08:00

this yr MAy 2009 start with a very busy daysss, as my senior is away for her honey... and all shpts just came in like nobody business...
then tdy, 05-05-2009... My ultimate yrs of darling, call me up when i was having dinner with my colleagues, and say tat she was outside my hse to gimme the surprise...

I admit tat aft her new marriage life, i did neglect her as i have my new grp of frenz, as i lead a different life from her too.. I did find her a few times, but we are not as close as before.. But trust me... u are still the one that i love the most, the bestie that i treasure for LIFE!!!!!!!!!!! i will stand by u whenever u need meeeeee~~~~~~~

I love the everything tat u gave me no matter on the price or material.. as this is the present from U..... i will treasure our friendship til the end of my life, as we have went thru alot to the day i am tdy.. from the timid mz to the most sociable and strong ger that all taught by u.... From teenager to young adult til now u are the mother of a cutie pie and wife of a lovely husband...

Sometimes i quite envy this bestie sister of mine.. she had a wonderful mummy and started a wonderful family.. which i wanted the mostt... what you have done for me i will nv forget.. how we got to know each other.. how u teach me to be pretty... how to protect ourselves.... the jobs tat we get to work tgt... the days we spent tgt... all these are still saving in my memories...

and this yr, u make a card for me.... send me presents to my hse... and prepare those surprises although u are not free with baby Caen..

All these are the presents may look simple and inexpensive... but the thought counts alotss... I PROMISE YOU TAT I WILL FRAME UP THE CARDD... I LOVE YA BABEEEEEE......

Bored day in office...

2009-04-25T02:26:00.003+08:00

im so bored in the office recently, omg... and i received an email from my asst mgnr this morning saying tat there will be a new ger coming in on 4 May 2009.. then i realise tat my nitemare might coming soon... as i had not giving my best work performance until now... im worrying tat they might use her to replace me.. then ill be joblesssssssssss......... NO........ I CANT AFFORD TO BE JOBLESS.. here goes my camwhoring at my desk...

Hope she is jus someone over to develop the new dept... and not to replace me..
EVERYDAY PRAY HARD...

Long time no blog liao... wahahah

2009-04-17T21:01:00.003+08:00

Hahahaa...long time no blog liao... im really donnno wat to blog abt wor.. haha..
For the mth of April, im very sway.... cos im very weak.. maybe due to the restless nights that ive been gng thru.. still the same... clubbing with all my darlings.. and manage to get my new fren Chris to come with me on 2 of the nites.. but i was dirt drunk one of the nite.. wahhaah.. i cant even rmb wat ive done...OMG... have to avoid butter fac for a period of time liao.. my work, so far so good.. all the colleagues are so nice to be with...

Clubbing days..

2009-03-28T02:36:00.004+08:00

Recently im a chiongster... really chiong my wed and sat nite...

Below is all my clubbing pics...
Enjoy...

WLNY days.....

2009-03-02T04:26:00.005+08:00

So busy recently, and i donno wat im busying with... and i don go home straight after wrk recently... omg....

I think aft knowing the siao onz ppl from wlny, i nv return home early... hhehehee..

i almost meeting them every alt days lor.. whahaa... and im the most noisy person la... argh... im gng to turn into a silent gal liao la... bored til death...

All the photo below are randomly taken from 15 til 28 feb 2009....

" JUMBO PLATTER FROM SUMMERBREEZE IN PASIR RIS PARK.... alot of stuff wor"

Thats the fatherly love of DAVID... carrying the BAby CAen in one of our coffeebean gathering session....

i was so emo this time when my aunty visit... damn shag lor..

My Baobei nephew Tristan at the SAF chalet...

Its me and baobei Tristan in the pic.... yeah yeah..

This was taken on 28 feb 2009, the last day of feb and drink til im dead drunk can...ahahahaha.... scare of being drunk again..

Its my fren WEndy Bday celebration at DXO... but i attend another baby bday AT Aranda Country Club before heading down to meet them....

Im on the cab rushing down to meet them cos we suppose to meet at 11pm and im still in aranda til 1048pm.. in the end, the rest were meeting in tamp at 1130pm.. i was camwhoring in cab till low batt... omg... heng i saw MT over there.. if not.. hahahaa... And there's a cute guy in DXO live band... its a pity tat he is philiines...

This is my 2 darlings holding the JUMBO PLATTER in SUMMERBREEZE... don ask me is when.. cos i also forget liao... i love u two......... MUACKSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WLNY Gathering in SY Hse... On Valentine day...

2009-02-15T15:31:00.008+08:00

Happy Valentine to Everyone..

This year valentine is a special day for me... As im not jus celebrating with SY alone le.. haha.... I jio alot of gals to have single ladies party at SY's hse... But turn out there's guys too.. as there are single guys in our grp also... we cant forsake them... And one of them AJ is so nice to drive the gals there(but is actually kena force by me la.. haha)
Suppose to reach by 12noon, but due to those unexpected circumstances, we reached SY hse at 1pm... When we reach there, i was like a maid busy like hell lor.. Luckily M is there to give me a helping hand... I LOVE U M!!!!!!!! The Party that i Organise is such a success... Tks guys for ur attendance wor... And they are E, S, YT, M, HM, SY, AJ, F, J & E(HM fren)...

Aft the Steamboat, the gals grp were gossiping and online spree-ing in the room, the guy were mj-ing at the living room...
Then Ard 7.30pm, F, J and YT gng off to meet S for KTV session... HM, Mr E and Miss E went off for their dates.... Left M, AJ and me in SY hse for drinking session... We play five ten, and up down card games.. and damn... im the big loser... so in the end i drank the most....
And we Left her hse ard 11pm as i need to study for exam on the following morning...

Tats end our valentine day... Here is all the photos taken.....

Our food for steamboat...

That's the BAby Caen Pretty Mummy with BAby Caen and Miss M.....

Miss M also in love with Baby Caen....

Mr AJ is having fun hugging Baby Caen.... wahaha

Its me, E, YT & Caen!!!

Miss M, YT & Baby Caen....

BAby Caen and her Mummy & Miss E....

Miss E & BAby Caen...

Mr E, Miss HM & Baby Caen...

Miss S, Miss E & Baby Caen!!!!!

So the Main role of the Day is BABY CAEN...

Can i have my own life, my own freedom!!!!!!!!

2009-02-13T01:00:00.002+08:00

Recently, i admit tat im a bad daughter, as i never went home straight after my work. And letting my parents to worry abt me. but i have told them that i outside with my frenz.. im having a grp of nice frenz and they really nice.........
We are having gathering quite frequent.. until my parents complaining that im keep staying out late amost everyday for one whole week.. and yes, tats me....

my hse got so many thing happen.... my usual happy family is lost... i hate one of the idiot.... keep letting my sister angry... everyting also donno how to do... who is the most free person at home... its him.... nv even wrk and keep asking ppl to go overseas.... stupid fellow..... and my demanding mum still the same, hard to please.... and my dad is even worse.. getting more and more hot temper... he keep on thinking tat who i go out with... and i know he concern abt me......he cares abt me... but i don like him to compare me with the person tat i don like at all....
i maybe will return home later than normal days.... but im not doing any bad things outside.... im jus hanging out with my frenx.... enjoying ourselves outside to forget all the trouble... then i will be home in normal self...

i jus wanna live the way a 22 yr olds kid suppose to live.. i had been coped up in this hse for 21 yrs.................. i need my own life........

I wanna smile the way i used to smile..
i wanna laugh the way i used to laugh...
i miss my happy family which i used to share my happiness and sadness....
Can everything back to normal????????????????

YOU ALL SHOULD TRUST ME... IF I WANNA TURN BAD, I WILL DO IT LONG LONG TIME AGO!!!!!!

Aft CNY....

2009-02-11T04:48:00.004+08:00

During CNY 2009, i went to Hattyai with my family, my cousin family too...
And we took a coach there as its too last min arrangement...Due to my dad and mum say tat CNY in SG is too bored liao...

on the van for sight seeing....

Frenz for life....

2009-01-21T10:44:00.004+08:00

Recently, i realise that my social circle had enlarge... haha.. was so happy abt it.. cos after i leave the last bf, i keep knowing new and friendly ppl... and all are really best lor.. hehe..

Im blessed to have all the pri, sec, private sch frenz.. they are alway there whenever i had my ups and downs... When i need a shoulder to cry on, they will be there.. when im happy, i will be very glad that they are there to share my happiness as well...

And there are those frens from net and my frens' fren... they are nice too... even though we are not very familiar to each other yet.. but you guys rocks man.. haha..
now i can lead a life with more colours and more involvement with frens..

Office life still remain as the same.. haha.. as bored as before..
Wish i can learn everything at once lor.. then i can be busy abit liao.. i got alot of jobs not close yet.. they are all pending for me to learn to close them...

End here la.. hehe.. anyway, im gng to thai from 25-01-09 - 31-01-09.. hope i can get more pic to upload.. wahhaa..

Working...

2009-01-14T09:45:00.006+08:00

Finally, I found myself one job in the brand new year.. Still working in the sea freight-forwarding industry... And my new year resolution is to Jian Fei.. For the sake of my Good Health and A Great Figure..

I started to go chiong before the new year start, and i start to get bored about it. Wahaha.. But i love to drink.. i rather sit down with my fren to chit chatting and drinking away the lonesome night..

I don like to go home early.. I wan my freedom, wan my own life... but im still under control of my parent due to the bad relationship that i had previously...
And because of that, i got a little bit of freedom somehow..

i start to have feeling again... Can i spare from having heartache again, can i have the one and only for now and forever...

Day in Pasir Ris.

2008-12-18T01:34:00.004+08:00

Tdy i went to Ehub! for my lunch in New York New York..
We had a meat platter for 2... omg, super super huge serving can....
in the end, we cant finish our food... then we dabao back for our chicken porridge tmr... haha...

See, This is wat we left... After the main course, we still can manage to eat chocolate fondue... but i din manage to take any photo of it... haha...

I now still staying in my sis house.. will be moving back to my house on monday lor... yeah... hahaha i miss my sofa bed... hehe...

This is my ke ai de nephew.. Tristan Tan... Is he cute enough... hahaha

I love him so much...!!!!!

Selina Wedding

2008-12-15T15:55:00.004+08:00

After having a busy and fun and lovely weekend, i wish i can have that daily to ease away all my pain and trouble..
Sometime i wish i can end everything shortly in a foolish thinking, but i cannot be so selfish to neglect my precious family and friends...
But i could not forget everthing and the time that i spent with him, no matter where i go, wat i do, i will miss him badly..
He just cannot get off from my brain, my mind.

How i wish we were back to the past, i willing to do everthing to keep him by my side..
I love you and only you...
I miss you..<3

End of November..

2008-11-30T16:16:00.002+08:00

Finally!!!!!!!!
Tdy is the end of November, another month jus past this way...
And his shadow in my mind is fading... This shows a good sign to me...

REcently i down with flu... feel so terrible nowadays... how wish someone is here to take care of me.. but no one will do since the person left me...
I wan to learn how to lead the life of my own.. no longer depend on guys to take care of... jus do everything by urself.. and i know that i can do it...

knowing more fren can ease alot of my pain and loneliness... hahaha...

h0w are y0u!!

2008-11-28T20:24:00.005+08:00

today is 28 november 2008..
is the birthday of someone that i love the most..
i was still in malaysia with him for celebration during last year at this time..
but now everything is different...
i don even stand a place in his mind anymore...
but i wish i stil stand abit.. i miss him..
i feel hurt, i feel like a fool..

how i wish i am still with him..

Studies.... studies.... studies....

2008-11-26T00:58:00.002+08:00

haha... now my new module started... is my favourites Accounting.... It has been ages that i last touch my POA since i graduate from Secondary School.... haha..
Even though the lecturer is so bored.. but i still enjoy the lesson as i wan to learn accounts again... i simply love it...
i realise tat i have been reading my course notes recently.. Lovely...
hope i can get a good result for this module, as i get quite a good result in my secondary school days...

now i trying to mug for my Principle of Management exam on this Sat... HEADACHE!!!
OMG!! who can help me??????

Hope all my days can be as happy go lucky....
>_<

End of Exam ( ELement of Economic)

2008-11-23T20:44:00.002+08:00

Finally!!! i finish my econ exam... omg... all thanks to Mr YJ and Mr Daddy Lai... All thanks to them, without them,i really cant do this exam paper at all... as i did not attend much of the lesson.. They are so sweet to give me all the guides and even drive me to and fro lor... And i finally understand the PPF..

Then, the next challenge will be the exam for POM... arh.... It is schedule on next SAT 7-10pm... Wan my life can!!!!

Who can help me this time????????

Anyway, i sure will look for someone to teach me and help me to pass this module as well.. Cos i don wan to waste anymore time or $$$$... hahahaa

Study...

2008-11-22T12:12:00.002+08:00

Hi peeps, i gng for my revision le.. Having my exam tmr, so nervious abt it as i nv attend much of the lesson..
and i going to have another exam on next week saturday...
OMG!!! why i have to take so many exam thru one shot...
I lack of time to do all the revision..

Then i saw my long lost fren ytd nite.. we tok alot more than wat he gng to teach me in my studies, but we had alot of fun... haha... hope we meet up soon again...

Random...

2008-11-21T10:27:00.001+08:00

Recently, i very guai orh.. haha.. just accompany my parents to market everyday..
cannot imagine a cripple keep walking here and there..
then i still very determine to sit for my economic exam no matter wat, even though i did not attend much of the lesson.. haha...

Days with Dramas...

2008-11-18T08:56:00.002+08:00

I had been watching alot of show recently... haha... damn lotsa them, got both hkg and twn... hehe, i was like so happening with shows...
i even start to watch twn variety show.. dirt funny, and i start to fall in love with xiao S (xu xi di).. she was such a ultimately pretty mama in the world.. i adore her man.... and she is a very xinfu xiao nuren..
How wish i has half of her life.. and she's humourous too... i really love her alot.... i wan to see her in person...

Unlucky day....

2008-11-16T06:24:00.002+08:00

Im down with luck recently... i almost lost my wallet on my way to school, luckily the security found it and kept it for me..
Played MJ also suay, nv win any $$... sian...
then school more worse, all the exam qn sucks man....
how can i be more bright and clever..
how wish i can be a pretty and clever lady..

my life is confused....

2008-11-14T06:26:00.002+08:00

someone shadow is flashing on and off in my mind...
i wanna forget clean abt him, but i cant... i still have not let go of him...
Maybe is the long run relationship i had with him, all my memories with him is on the positive side.. where i cant find anything that i can hate him..
onli the day he spoke to my dad and i hate him to the core..
And i had to revise for my exam as well, i got so much to go through, i don wan to coop up myself until one day, foolish thing might happen...

Family Girl...

2008-11-11T00:58:00.002+08:00

Hihi everyone..
aft tonite, everything is fine...
My parents know what had happen to me, my image might be tarnish, but at least i can face the truth...
My father confronted him, and all the ugliest side of him showed.
I suddenly awake... and my heart completely gave up..
And i know that my family is all i need...

Memories...

2008-11-10T20:23:00.002+08:00

Already past three weeks, but my mind still have not settle down... I still think of him all days, no matter is listening to songs, watching TV, and evening when i wanna slp i will still cry till dream..
I knew that i'm weak in relationship, but i don care anymore.. i still love him but knowing that he will not come back to my side..
He knew that i care for him alot, but he don appreciate for what i had done.. I feel terribly sad.. i need someone to consol me, listen to me... but no one can...
I feel so lonely, i still wanna be with him, i rather be the weak one for him to ride on.. i don mean to a strong woman, i just wan to be with the person that i love..
Now my brain is so mixed up and i cant concentrate on my studies as well.. bcos of him, all my life turn upside down.. i feel like going back to my normal life.. the life that i lead before with him....
Can I???

Life goes on... No matter What...

2008-11-08T18:12:00.002+08:00

矛盾
I start to go back to school fo rmy normal module lesson as i dun like to mix with other classmates if i had to defer this module.
I kept thinking of him recently, dunno why.. i dun to have him in my brain but he keeps on occupying there.. i wish i can forget this guy easily but my brain prove me cant.. what can i do? i dun wan to shed anymore tears for a guy that dun worth my tears at all.. Do i really need him by my side? Does he really appreciate for all the things that i done for him?
I have alot of question flying here and there in my brain, my heart.. I dun wish to know the answer anymore. I wan to let go.. I wan to go back to those days that my heart is so hard and be my boyish character.. i don wanna get hurt anymore..
Back to the school days, i missed 2 topics lesson for my element of economic.. It is an interesting module where my lecturer is so funny that i cant stop laughing.. And this is the only time that i can stop thinking all my foolish stuff..
but i need to submit my assignment in hard copy by next wednesday.. where i dun even know how to do qn 1 & 2...(sian)

Our Mem0riEs

2008-11-07T01:07:00.002+08:00

In October 2006, y0u f0und me in thE friendstEr.
In Novemer 2006, 0ur fiRst c0nverSati0n tHr0ugh Ph0ne.
In December 2006, 0ur First datiNg StaRt froM ChangI VillaGe & ChanGi BeaCh.
UntIl thE daYs we b0th GradUated fr0m ITE, 0ur l0ves w3re therE, s0 Sweet & l0vely.
thE m0ment wE b0th Step int0 the Adult liveS, aLL chaNged.
Y0u n33d y0ur timE, i Gave y0u.
y0u n3ed y0ur frEEd0m, i Gave you.
whaTever y0u reQuest, i fulfiL y0u.
iN N0vember 2007, y0ur biRthday, i celeBrate wIth y0u.
In December 2007 0ur firSt ye4r AnniversaRy, y0u hurT me, I forGave y0u.
In MAy 2008, my birthDay, y0u manaGe to catcH a suppeR witH me, I'm happY & SatiFiced.
In Oct0ber 2008, My daY in H0spitAl f0r my 0peratIon, y0u visIt mE afteR meEting y0ur FrieNds, i'm C0ntenT.

Why Am i Alway be thE 0nLy 0ne thAt suFFer fr0m this RelaTionsh1p?
I haVe d0ne so mUch t0 saVe This RelatIonshiP, buT y0u just pUsh everythINg to me anD leavE me aL0ne wiTh thE ExcuSes " I d0n LovE y0u AnyMore! "

Am I thE onE cAuse y0u t0 l0se y0ur l0ve iN mE, I likE t0 knOw wHat haVe i d0ne...

An0theR StaGe oF LifE

2008-11-06T22:49:00.003+08:00

If you love some one , let them go . If they return to you , it was mean to be , if they don , their love was not yours to begin with .

A great love is when u shed tears and stil cares for him and stil longs for him . When he begin to love another and yet you still can smile and say to him "I am happy for you ".

The worst thing in the world is seeing the one you love with the one they love and you realised its not you .

You always leave the one who leaves you and leaves the one you love.

Loving is not how you forget but how you forgive , not how you listen but how you understand , not how you see but how you feel and not how you let go but how you hold on .

Still in my damage form...

2008-09-21T13:03:00.000+08:00

today is the 26th day that i have not seen my beloved Mr WL.. I miss him badly.. Why must i be the one that always suffer from your unreasonable attitude and yet i can't just let him go??
How wish i was so decisive in my previous breakup and i won't be ending up so heartbroken...