Already past three weeks, but my mind still have not settle down... I still think of him all days, no matter is listening to songs, watching TV, and evening when i wanna slp i will still cry till dream..
I knew that i'm weak in relationship, but i don care anymore.. i still love him but knowing that he will not come back to my side..
He knew that i care for him alot, but he don appreciate for what i had done.. I feel terribly sad.. i need someone to consol me, listen to me... but no one can...
I feel so lonely, i still wanna be with him, i rather be the weak one for him to ride on.. i don mean to a strong woman, i just wan to be with the person that i love..
Now my brain is so mixed up and i cant concentrate on my studies as well.. bcos of him, all my life turn upside down.. i feel like going back to my normal life.. the life that i lead before with him....
Can I???

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